Bad ance and feeling hopeless?

i have had acne since i was 14 and i am 22 now. i have been to the dr multiple times. i think it is hormonal acne.... because the only places i get it it is from my cheeks to my jaw line and on my back. im sure birth control would help me but i dont like the way it makes me feel. it is also hereditary from my fathers side. i have tried accutane. helped when i was on it. i scrub my back in the shower every time with my face wash, i use an all natural skin care line right now to give my skin a break from the harsh stuff. i have red scarring everywhere b/c of my fair skin. i have oily/combination skin. proactive did not work for me. people keep saying it will go away the older i get...well i dont want to wait to much longer, its scarring me and i cant wear anything sleeveless or backless. and i feel super insecure without my mineral make up on. anyways if anyone has any suggestions please share..thanks